Dream - Girls - Kundalini Reopens Groin - Penis - Erection

Dream - Girls - Kundalini Reopens Groin - Penis - Erection - An Oily Man

Summary

A review of two dreams. The first: girls longing for me followed by a Kundalini opening at the base of my penis, overcoming a succubus blockage established in retaliation of my interactions with a potential sexual partner. Another: an oily man who sought to reveal personal information unless I paid him.

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2024.4.21.

A dream last night. I passed through a group of girls and young women. They were holding my arms or touching me as I passed them. It was obvious that they wanted to be with me; they wanted me to linger. And it was either from within the dream or just as I was slowly releasing from the dream that I thought about my penis. As I did this, I felt a jolt of energy around its base. The shock was not from the energy itself, but from the energy of Kundalini -- or my intention -- breaking through something. The opening was a two to three inch diamter circle around my penis, at and just below the surface. As this snap or break occurred, and I felt life and feeling return to the penis's base, the succubus awakened in my heart, initiating major heart thuds and rapid heartbeats and all variety of chaotic noise. For the first time in three weeks -- or maybe more -- when I brought my attention in a sexual manner down to my penis it immediately became hard. Not super hard, but hard.

What preceded this, over the past week, was my contemplating a new young lady who has begun working at school. I thought about dating her, or at least being free enough energetically to do so. When doing this I had been unable to affect any arousal in my sexual region. Incredibly, the area was numb and unresponsive. I was concerned. Was this due to blood clots? High blood pressure? Any other physical ailment?

It turns out no. Instead, the culprit is this web of hostile subtle energy spun within and about me that has effectively blocked many of my bodily functions from the conscious attention of my pituitary gland. This web seeks to dominate and eventually kill me. But, apparently, not just that: to make me unable to participate in the sex act or even achieve sexual arousal volitionally. This is nuts and is most definitely a bridge too far. But it's expected, under the circumstances. I must say that I'm very happy that God listened. The rules of God's Creation support my will to achieve a connection to my sexual functioning again. It would be a horrific judgment to prevent a life form from reproducing itself. It is a fundamental right. It would be insane and highly immoral to prevent this function from playing out. This girl, this succubus, should have no means by which to prevent me from producing a child. So help me God I shall do everything I can to be in a place where I can carry on my genetic lineage.

To restate, I had tried to bring myself to arousal a few times in the past couple of weeks with no success. I wasn't stroking myself. I was just thinking sexually. Usually that is enough. My penis was unprecedentedly inert. Recently I complained to God that I wanted very much to be available to carry on my genetic lineage and that it was a gross abuse to deny me this. Then I was blessed to have this dream last night, followed by this energetic breakthrough. I felt something snap or break as my mind reestablished connection with my groin, with a three inch diameter circle around the base of my penis brought to life and now responsive to my commands again. Hallelujah!

I laid in bed awake a couple of times after the dream as the night progressed. I was able finally to cause an erection through thinking alone, which I found highly relieving. This young, beautiful girl may want to date me. I don't really know, yet; but she might. I was thinking about having that beautiful young athletic body of hers straddling me with her vagina over my penis with us both naked; and I was horrified to consider the possibility that I might be impotent -- something that has never in my life been a problem. I've always been able to get hard. If there was a problem, it would be that I would cum too soon, frequently. But the capacity to become erect was not an issue. I can say with certainty that this would be a legitimate out for her. It's like, yes, she might date an older guy; especially a wonderful one in high demand at this school and in this economically depressed area. I've got a good job. I'm great with kids. I have strengths that women are not finding in the younger male population. I bring a lot to the table that I think women want at this time when our country appears to be teetering on the brink of crises and hyperinflation and war and all this chaos and a woman who wants some measure of protection against this would find in me a male who could perform a highly useful role. But at the end of the day all these positive attributes become null and void if the penis remains flaccid.

The above was preceded by another dream: There is a strange man who is involving himself in my life. He seems to be following me. He had a Jeep or a lifted SUV that was 4-wheel drive, painted school bus yellow. It was a vehicle that could handle any road I sought to travel on. I was with a group of people at some kind of a science facility. It had test tubes and hazardous materials. We had been directed to break it down and that's what we were doing. We were throwing away the vials of scientific material, disposing of everything on the shelves, etcetera. This uninvited man was wandering around. He started playing loudly some audio content from my website from a boom box outside. Maybe it was one of my 30 minute monologues. The sound might also have been coming from his Jeep. I don't remember exactly. But there was a loud transmission outside. I'm in conversation with him and he's telling me that he has taken over all of my old post office boxes and was receiving mail addressed to me that was still going to these other addresses. There was an oily nature to him. There was something dishonest or manipulative. He was giving me an opportunity to come to see him and review all the material that he had received or collected on me. I didn't agree to do that because it felt transactional in nature: I would be obligated to do something for him in exchange.

I rarely dream about concerns related to disclosures of my website activity (that for the past 15 years has been published anonymously). This could stem from my recently considering what the impact my writings might have on obtaining a girlfriend and maintaining a positive relationship with her family. It would likely lead to problems, personally and professionally. Would she leave me? Would I lose my job? I recently watched a YouTuber discuss how his girlfriend left him due to pressure from her family. They found his videos offensive. It was a bummer. So maybe those ideas affected me and got into my subconscious.

Comments

It is important to pray. It is important to pair emotions and language to express your spiritual yearnings. God listens. God responds. God dissolves blockages. God enables you to achieve your highest potential.

It is important to be true to yourself and to express your deeply felt beliefs. However, human-created society is not perfect. You must be able to gauge what you say and do and how it might impact your status within this artificial realm.. If there are penalties, you need to anticipate these and decide whether you are willing to live with them. If not, you will need to adjust the when, how, and degree of the truth you seek to share.

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