Brachial Plexus - Spiritual Seasickness - Faraday Cage Blocks Subtle Sustanence From Being Taken Up By The Body - No EMF Is More Harmful To Health Than Too Much EMF - Extreme Pain In Gums Near Chin Triggers Subtle Pain Response In Thymus Gland

Electrical Sensitivity - Personal Symptoms And Reflections / Heart Chakra Opening - Signs And Symptoms - August 20, 2018

2018.8.20. Monday.

Given the electromagnetic fog I am living with now, with my every faculty being numbed by this faraday cage since late June, I can't say with certainty what exactly I am experiencing much of the time. My subtle antenna has been dislodged. I walk outside of this enclosure and I don't feel the nearby celltower as a singular, noisome presence, as was the case previously when coming back from sheltered hiking areas. It undermines my survival skills not to have an acute awareness of this harmful presence. Walking about the house I feel unwell. I feel energetically dampened. My awareness of the tower is far from the crystal clarity I once had. When I drive through areas that I know have high EMF, I don't feel the sharp burning or swelling like I used to. Rather, there is a general sense of dis-ease. I feel a dampening of vitality and optimism. But the onset of these negative symptoms are not nearly as rapid or acute as they used to be, which is in itself troubling.

I had a very unusual perception on Saturday. It might have been 3pm and I had been back from my errands for two hours. I was at my desk inside this metal box with the door slightly ajar to let in some EMF. When the door is open just a foot I can see the Wi-Fi signal from two of my neighbors transmitters when I place my computer in wireless mode using its built in antenna. So "good EMF" (whatever those might be) is able to trickle in along with the harmful stuff.

Anyway, as I sat there I felt a roiling convulsion in my chest. There was a spastic rippling across my brachial plexus. Literally, it was tremors or the rippling waves of some kind of earthquake. It was like a gasping for air -- if the brachial plexus could breath -- or something like that. If you've ever had a muscle spasm, that's what it was like, except that it involved my entire brachial plexus. It wasn't the calf or hamstring muscles where 90% of cramps occur. I've never experienced anything like this before. It was most disconcerting. I believe it was due to the unnatural lack of EMF I am exposed to inside this box. It was a form of spiritual sea sickness. I am convinced that the longer I am in this box the weaker and sicker I will become. I am not sure why people get muscle cramps. Maybe it's a lack of oxygen or the build up of lactic acid. In an analogous fashion I believe my brachial plexus "cramped" due to a lack of subtle energy nourishment.

It's been two and a half months now that I've been living in this metal box. The negative symptoms began immediately, but since they were novel I did not know exactly how to interpret them. For example when I propped my butt up on a pillow and placed my feet on the wall above my head, immediately I felt an uncomfortable pressure and what I would call deadening of my endocrine glands -- my pineal, pituitary, and thymus espeically. But it wasn't the burning pain associated with microwave exposure, so I was at a loss to comprehend what I was experiencing. Within days I also determined that I did not feel re-energized or revitalized inside the enclosure, even after 10 hours of sleep, a half-hour nap, or an hour's step aerobics. Inside this structure I have no feelings of giddiness or happiness. I have no "endorphin" boost during exercise. Energetically, I gather no momentum inside it. There is something that the enclosure blocks. It's like a rectangular sarcophogus.

I am unable to enter a meditative state within the box. For me, meditation means absorption into a field of energy. But this cannot happen inside a Faraday cage. Laying down with my legs elevated I no longer feel inner warmth, a rising ringing sound in my ears, or the sense of a waterfall-like energy freeing obstructions within me. I no longer am able to enter a waking dream state.

As I relayed to the medical staff at the Environmental Health Center at Dallas last month in July, my being removed from EMF, including beneficial EMF, is worse than my over exposure to the manmade electromagnetic field itself. I would never have thought that I would be saying this, but it's true. There is something energetic or magnetic in the natural environment that the enclosure is blocking whose lack is more damaging to my health than a celltower one half mile away. I don't yet know precisely what this is. The metal enclosure is grounded. All the panels are connected to the electronic ground in the home's cement foundation. I don't feel any better when my feet are in contact with the metal panels. There might be a certain magnetism, or at least low frequency EMF from the earth (perhaps the Schumann resonance field in the 10 Hz range) that the metal panels block, although I thought I needed lead or thicker panels to block very low frequencies. I went to Joshua Tree National Park two days ago on August 21 (the first time in three months) and it was very healing for me to be in nature and at a distince from artificial EMF, despite the massive spraying of the skies above me. What exactly does "healing" mean? In this case, as I left the park that evening, it means that I felt more clear, integrated, calm, optimistic, happy, and psychically strong than I felt going in. There was a definite positive shift that told me I needed to spend more time in such natural settings.

I am researching the Geovital RF shielding paints (*) and curtains (*). There are a number of instructional videos online. The representative discusses how I will be creating a Faraday cage with their products too, and that in order to have good results, the room must be "zipped tight" in terms of shielding. I will keep the concrete floor untreated, at least at first. Concrete is conductive and I will be able to ground on it. According to one video by Rawpoweraus, grounding or earthing allows you to discharge EMF into the earth, as well as have the earth send you electrons, which are like anti-oxidants and assist with numerous bodily functions.

With the mostly non-metal shielded room, my hope is that my symptoms inside it improve. Given how discombobulated I feel all the time, I really do look forward to feeling the presence of the nearby cell tower immediately upon my exiting the structure. Right now there is a persistent numbness, though the ill effects are still present. I don't like my spiritual antenna to be out of tune -- or, in my case, almost entirely decommissioned. Not having an accurate picture of what is afflicting me undermines my ability to determine where it is safe for me to be; and it undermines my psychic communion with someone who I love.

2018.8.26. Sunday.

On Monday of this past week I had dental surgery that included one extraction and two implants. One of the implants was a front lower incisor that was a tight fit, with the procedure leaving my gum tissue in the area extremely sensitive. I was told to wear a plastic (Essix) mold over my lower teeth that would protect the new implants when I eat. The device works well enough, but for the first few days putting it on and taking it off was excruciatingly painful to the gum tissue in the front part of the incisor implant. There were a few times in which the pain of this lower chin / incisor area was so great that it triggered an exquisite pain response in my thymus gland. It had been a few years at least since I last sensed a direct connection there. Normally, there would be an associated pleasure, joy, or richness that the chin and thymus areas would feel simultaneously in relation to sexual orgasm, sunlight, or deep contemplation. I believe this is the first time that pain was the trigger. I don't think I've ever felt pain in my thymus. I have felt burning from anesthetics, burning/swelling from manmade EMF, but not pain -- and certainly not this transcendent pain. It was like my etheric being screamed out. The intensity of the sensation approached the divine love sensation that coursed through my chest twenty-four years ago. What is interesting to note is that the artificial stimulation of the dental device was the trigger for the thymus gland's response -- and that it wasn't just the device per se, but the intensity of the gum's pain that triggered the gland's higher function.

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